Its been so long u left...
My heart keep asking when? where?
So I told myself, a lot of patient needed in this situation.
I know its hard, but I have to be strong.
Alhamdulillah, I'm becoming strong now, then n maybe forever.
I'm able to challenge myself, I can.
Yes I can. The hardest thing in my life, the frighten most.
I'm able to adapt it.
Even day by day i keep thinking about you, every second, minute, hour i asking myself what are u doing, where are u, but i can help myself to be patient without asking u, but i can find better answer to make my heart feel comfortable.
Because I know, u are faithful, u know how to take care of yourself, u know who is your girlfriend. Even though u did not call me, u did not message me, u did not do what u have to do as usual, but i understand, u with whom and why.
There's nothing wrong with u. Its about me. I'm afraid if I being left alone by myself, I'm not used to it. I used to be with u. So I'm afraid if I'm not. This is a big challenge for me. Maybe u feel this is a small matter but not for u. Its for me.
So I juz want to say, I'm okey with all this.
I'm able to be okey next year for festive season.
Ok MSM?
Love you :)
